Luke 19: 2 - 10
There was a man
called Zaccheus; he was a chief tax collector and he was very rich. Zaccheus
was trying to see who Jesus was, but was unable to because of the crowd, for he
was small in stature. So he ran on ahead and climbed up into a sycamore tree in
order to see him, for Jesus was about to pass through that way. When Jesus came
to the place, he looked up and said to him, “Zaccheus, hurry and come down, for
today I must stay at your house.” And he hurried and came down and received him
gladly. When the people in the crowd saw it, they all began to grumble, saying,
“He has gone to be the guest of a man who is a sinner.”
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I love hearing this Gospel story. It
always makes me smile. I can see the actor Danny DeVito playing the part of
Zaccheus, jumping up and down in the crowd, like a pogo stick, trying to catch
a glimpse of Jesus. Suddenly a light bulb goes off in his head and he scurries
up a tree and out on a limb to see the teacher whom the whole town is talking
about: Jesus the miracle worker.
The
Gospel tells us that Zaccheus was short in stature, ‘vertically challenged’ as
we would say today with more political correctness. The Gospel also tells us
that the people disliked him for being a tax collector; that they referred to
him as a sinner. But rather than feeling sorry for himself, self-conscious and
inadequate, Zaccheus finds a way. He goes out on a limb for Jesus.
And
then what happens? This man, who could have gone home feeling unloved and
inadequate, pulls himself out on the limb only to find that Jesus has seen him
first and is smiling at him and giving him the honor of being his host.
“Zaccheus, hurry and come down, for today I must stay at your house.” This man
who took a risk to catch just a glimpse of Jesus was filled with joy.
There
may be some of us who long to welcome Jesus into our heart, into our home, but
feel unworthy, inadequate; some who rather than turning outward toward Jesus,
rather than going out on a limb, turn inward and fall into the pit of self-loathing
and depression.
Whenever
we are tempted to do this, let’s remember that not only Zaccheus but most, if
not all, of the great saints felt unworthy and inadequate at times. What made
them saints was that they did not cave in and give up; they turned their
thoughts away from themselves and outward to Jesus. And like Zaccheus, they
found to their surprise that Jesus was just waiting for them to welcome him
into their homes.
None
of us is inadequate. Each of us is adequate; each of us is enough – because
each of us is a beloved child of God. We will miss out on the joy of locking
eyes with Jesus if we hold ourselves back from taking a risk, if we decide to
go home rather than out on a limb.
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Readers
of this blog might enjoy these books by Deacon Lex. Both are available on
Amazon.com:
Just
to Follow My Friend: Experiencing God’s Presence in Everyday Life
Synchronicity
as the Work of the Holy Spirit: Jungian Insights for Spiritual Direction and
Pastoral Ministry
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